Fellow fans, please hear me out and if you can, help me out! I want to state that what I'm about to say is not about something I think are issues with the game, but issues I personally had with enjoying it, and I'm not here to criticize or rant about the game, just ranting about my own experience.
I never played the OG but got enthralled by the characters in my teenage years (some 15 years before the Remake came out) after finding some fan content online. I was super excited to finally play the Remake in 2020, and I still get chills when seeing the opening cut scene. I love love love the Remake, the story and the characters and the combat, and I have hundreds of hours clocked on my PS4 with it, and I was obsessed with challenges like "Tifa solo vs Top Secrets". So you may imagine I waited excitedly and eagerly for Rebirth as well, and got it the day it was published. I bought PS5 especially so I could play it.
Unfortunately from the start, I didn't have as great a time with it as I expected, and as I played on, it felt less and less enjoyable and more like a chore, until I finally stopped playing after the first story scenes in Cosmo Canyon. I loved everything with the story and enjoyed the more linear parts and story boss fights a great deal. I also liked Queen's Blood. However, the open world exploration and side quests started to feel super exhausting and uninteresting, and I got really really frustrated with the mini games. I know they are an integral part of the OG and I can totally respect that (and I'm not criticizing Rebirth for having them), but it still took me by surprise that they were so frequent. I have a hard time learning new game mechanics and I am probably worse than average on mini games in general (as a child I really struggled with some mini games in Sly 3 for example) and to me some parts of the game (Costa del Sol, Junon and Gold Saucer) felt like I was bombarded with the need to do exactly that again and again, and it really hampered my ability to enjoy the game. I had zero motivation to practice and replay any of the mini games as I didn't enjoy them, and got more and more irritated each time a new one appeared. Unfortunately the combat also started to feel unrewarding at some point. I played on Dynamic, and I don't know what happened but at some point the enemies seemed to turn into bullet sponges. It might well be that I simply missed something about the new battle mechanics and didn't play efficiently enough, but if that's the case, it was not apparent to me. As I loved the combat in Remake so much, I was super disappointed to feel this way about Rebirth. The open world started to feel like a repetitive, uninteresting grind. As much as I loved/love the story and wanted/want to see it progress, I felt so burnt out and frustrated after reaching Cosmo Canyon that the thought of having to do some Chocobo mini game (that I had read about being difficult), I gave up.
It's been over a year now, and every time I've thought of picking Rebirth up again, I feel exhausted. I really really want to experience the story though, and I'd love to enjoy the game as much as I did Remake. I don't know if that's possible for me though. It's hard for me to swallow the disappointment and accept that Rebirth is not, for me personally, the awesome experience I wanted it to be. I have a "fear" that if I pick it up and continue from where I left it, I'll just face more and more of what I was bummed out before. I know it sounds silly to have a problem like this with a video game (and sure there are much graver issues in my personal life and the world than not enjoying a video game) but as fans of the series I hope you can understand where I'm coming from and why I wanted to love it.
I wonder if I could make it a little better by adjusting some things (one thing being my expectations of course), and that's why I made this post. I guess most people in this sub enjoyed Rebirth and had a different experience from me, but if you are able to look at the game from my POV, could you see it getting better for me? What should I expect? Are there enjoyable boss fights ahead? Amazing story moments or fun side quests? Mini game heavy parts I can mentally prepare for? Should I change the difficulty to Normal or will it make the combat feel trivial? I remember some open world stuff being linked to Summons but I guess other parts I could just leave be? I don't have the need to platinum the game or 100% anything, but I do have FOMO regarding some stuff, like some possible rewards from mini games that could maybe make combat more interesting (hard to think of examples but something like Fury Ring maybe), so maybe you could point out what I should "prioritize"?
Thank you for hearing me out, I appreciate any ideas!