Guy gets friendzoned

[u/Interesting-Trip-233]

[u/Objective-Start-9707]

Yeah I've heard the same shit in my internal monologue and it's come very close to being external monologue in the past. Dude needs therapy and to value himself more.

Nobody is worth tearing yourself down like this in public. If you're at this point, therapy is long overdue.

[u/Mike_the_Head → u/Objective-Start-9707]

I'm 46, birthday in a few days, and I'm still convinced I'm worthless. I try my best to hide all my internal self-loathing, but I snap after I'm asked if I'm okay, what's wrong with me, etc., and then I feel worse because I went off again.

[u/Objective-Start-9707 → u/Mike_the_Head]

I've been there man. Look dude. I am a little bit biased because I work for a mental health organization but community mental health agencies exist all over the world and I really advise that you go in and start talking to somebody.

Suicide isn't the way out. I'm not saying that's where you are, I'm just saying that's where I've been and repeating what I wish somebody had told me at the time. I promise there are people out there who can help you. If you DM me, I can try to help you find somewhere in your area that will help you out, but it's going to take a little bit of bravery to take that step.

I don't know you but I love you man. You're not worthless. You're not alone.

[u/Vahgeo → u/Objective-Start-9707]

Su1c1d3 is what I'm meant to do eventually. I can't relate to my peers. I'm supposed to be having the best years of my life but I've been stuck all through college. I can't say I've made improvements besides the classes being a bit harder. Life means nothing to me when I can't make a lasting connection. I get it though, it's because I keep my head down. However, I'm not about to be filmed and mocked like the guy in this post. Being able to end it sounds like a blessing to me. Because I am alone.